Archive for May, 2005

…pondering

Friday, May 20th, 2005

"why did I fall for you??"
I wondered
I just forgot the day
and pondered..

is it ‘coz many admire your grace??
the smile upon your face??
is it how you treat me??
or how you fill me with glee??

throughout the day I ask,
"why is this so??"
"why wouldnt this feelin’ inside me just go??"

the more I wondered
the more I’m fuckin’ confused
then I end up feelin’ I’ve only been used!

then I realized,
its not juz coz ur admirable
its ‘coz my heart tells me.,
that I love you so much..

by chaddy… a very good friend…

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…waiting

Thursday, May 19th, 2005

i’m still waiting for someone… *sigh*


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CURSED night…

Monday, May 16th, 2005

hahayz… im really, really CURSED last night…

broKen soNneT

Sunday, May 8th, 2005

And now i concede
On the night of this fifteenth song
Of melancholy, of melancholy
And now i will admit in this fourth line
That i love you, that i love you.

I dont care what they say
I dont care what they do
cause tonight ill leave my fears behind
cause tonight ill be right at your side.

The clock on the tv says 8:39 pm
Its the same, its the same
And in this next line
Ill say it all over again
That i love you, that i love you.

I dont care what they say
I dont care what they do
cause tonight ill leave my fears behind
cause tonight ill be right at your side.

Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go
Will never let go.

Ill leave my fears behind
cause tonight ill be right at your side.

Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go
Will never let go.

But still i see the tears from your eyes
Maybe im just not the one for you.

214 (aM i rEaL)

Monday, May 2nd, 2005

Am I real?
Do the words I speak before you
Make you feel
That the love I have for you
Will see no ending?

Well, if you look into my eyes
Then you should know
That you have nothing here to doubt
Nothing to fear
And you can lay your questions down
‘Cause if you’ll hold me
We can fade into the night
And you’ll know

The world could die
And everything may lie
Still you shall cry
‘Cause time may pass
But longer than it’ll last
I’ll be by your side

Take my hand
And gently close your eyes
So you could understand
That there’s no greater love tonight
Than what I’ve for you
Well, if you feel the same way for me
Then let go

We can journey to a garden no one knows
Life is short, my darling
Tell me that you love me

So we can fade into the night
And you’ll know
The world could die
And everything may lie
But you won’t cry
‘Cause time may pass
And everything won’t last
But I’ll be by your side
Forever by your side
So you won’t cry
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